Nightmares

So in the last month I've had a few wedding nightmares. The latest, which was last night's nightmare, was that it was my wedding day, we had no food, no decorations, no one assigned to do anything, my dress was not altered and I was at Linfield for some reason in the hot sun and no fiance to be found. To some this may sound funny, but to anyone who is getting married or is already married they know this is a complete nightmare. Things are getting close, 2.5 months away and it seems to all be flying at me. There is so much to do and I feel like I have no time to sit down and do anything with school and the twins. It's just craziness. I am looking forward to my bridal showers in May and June (one for college friends, one for church friends and family) and school getting out the beginning of June. Then I will have about a month off from work with the wedding and vacation to do last minute wedding business, spend time with family, relax and experience being married =D I look forward to all of this with much enthusiasm.

Tres Manos

So we have just under three months left before the BIG day. My dress came in, finally! So now I need to get it altered. Engagement pics were taken and invites will be sent out in the next couple of weeks, oh boy! We have our chairs and tables all ordered, my cousin is planning the bridal shower for my college friends and Rowdy is figuring out what he wants his men to wear. Still tackling the menu and figuring out the music, if anyone has suggestions for garter or bouquet toss music, dancing and dinner music feel free to message it my way! As far as living, we will more than likely be renting a house in Aloha, which I am ELATED about! And Rowdy is still trying to pick his ring. I think it's pretty traditional to have a passion party before your wedding, so of course I had one and it was SO much fun. I'm getting more and more excited every day, go figure. I can't wait to come home (my and Rowdy's home) and light a candle, curl up on my couch or in my big bed or for Rowdy and I to learn to cook together, I can cook and so can he, but we've never actually cooked together before, strange concept considering we have our own mini family with the twins half the time. I'm excited to paint and hang pictures and use our amazingly soft towels we registered for at Bed Bath and Beyond amongst the many other things we've registered for. I'm excited to say "My eggo is Prego!" (credit to my friend, Amanda Gates) and have my own little ones running around. Though I am no fool, I know that marriage is not easy and it's an eternal commitment but I am excited to take on the challenges that come with spending the rest of your life with someone as well as embracing the happy, amazing moments.